Rufa Mae Quinto and Hayden Kho…

It’s such a disappointment for me to actually believe that MY Jon Avila could fall for Rufa Mae Quinto. Ok. So Jon Avila isn’t mine. One can only wish to encounter a handsome celebrity. My favorite encounter was with Ozawa Yukiyoshi at a Banana Republic. He was shopping for underwear with father and mother in tow. How admirable! Le sigh. If only I can find someone who is into his family like me, like Yukiyoshi! I digress… but the fact that Jon clearly had shown poor taste, I’m rather perturbed by it. One can only hope that there are still people in the world who go by their word. “Down to Earth”? My ass. “Sexy brain” Phht! Ok. I now believe most guys only go for dumb girls. I argue with chemistry majors, but I think that’s hot! I enjoy their company. However, I think it’s a turn-off for guys to involve themselves with a girl who is stimulated by engaging herself in arguments for the sake of exploring intellectual ideas (that was the worst sentence structure ever!). I withhold myself 50% of the time, just to see what they have to say. I’m passive that way. However, I can counter just as effectively… like a well-thought out R jab combo with a L hook. I miss having a geek to call my “love”. Well, I still have Brandon Vera to rely on. He has great taste for women. I love his wife. Now, she has substance. I love that he’s a goofball! Now, that’s a man. It’s just too bad he’s already taken. Donaire is not that bad either. I like his wife as well! Sometimes, I think to myself that… being virtuous isn’t rewarding at all. Sometimes, I feel that being good isn’t all that rewarding either, but I do it anyway. It’s painful. When I feel that there’s no point in helping others because it’s a thankless action, I feel guilty for being that selfish. It’s a vile cycle. It rather pains me to feel that my responsibility is an obligation when in entirety, it is a privilege. To serve God’s purpose should be an honor. Though I may have my own aspirations, I do not know if God is working with me or against what I want to do. If only I could have some reassurance that I’m doing something right… I’m not perfect, but at least I’m trying to be a good and pious person. I’m just not sure what these people such as Katrina, Rufa Mae, Vicky… and Hayden… think about when they are fooling around like that. What percent of the population are hedonists like them? Mistakes are very much intentional. They knew the repercussions, they chose to do so otherwise. Why can’t they just take responsibility for their shameful actions and call it a day? No one should come out of it the victim or the perpetrator. We’ve all seen your fault in moral character. Now move on and change for the better. Trying to do a public castration (of each other) in the entertainment business is just showing how childish the industry can get. And people profit from that drama… like those people from SNN… Kris and Boy… I can’t believe my mom watches them, but only because she’s waiting for the next program to come on. Now, get over it!